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Sunday, June 25, 2006
Hi bloggie..
I'll skip everything about the KHK anime song battle i went yesterday. Cos.. what I'm going to type next will be gravely upset to me even in the future i guess..
Ah gong is now in a critical condition in the ttsh, ward 11B? 127 bed just now. Actually, he's been rather weak since thursday after the operation. When i went to visit him on thursday, he can barely stay awake, when mummy ask him who am i? He weakly replied, "the eldest." Which means the eldest grandchild. But he is too weak to even recall my name.
When I went to visit him yesterday, saturday, he was asleep. They said he had some food, I never asked him much, cos ah ma was around. He can response to us, and even requested us to adjust the bed abit cos he's feeling uncomfortable. He can't recognise my granduncle. Or maybe he just can't recall... When we asked him, he didn't reply anything. But he is still awake.
This morning, mummy received a call from hospital and requested her to go down. We went down shortly after receiving her call. Mummy said ah gong can respond to her in the morning, but his vision seems weird, as if he can hear her but can't see her.
Anyway we went down...
Ah gong can not longer respond back. He seems to be in a deep sleep. No matter what mummy, daddy, me and lin called him, he wouldn't response back. He's just snoring as if he's sleeping. But we knew that it's not a good sign, he can't even wake up when we start shaking him. Later.. more uncle and aunties arrived.
No one can wake him up. He's like in a deep sleep. Maybe he's just tired? Should we let him sleep? Or should we like what the doctor recommend, instead the "pipe" to use a stronger medi and to remove the phelm inside his body. But.. maybe ah gong is just sleeping???
Anyway, we reach the decision.. we shall try the way the doctor has recommended.. Even how much he seems to be like sleeping... we shouldn't lied to ourselves.. a normal person will be able to react at least a bit...
The doctor said that ah gong can hear us. They tried slapping him to test his response. He can obvious know that.. but he can't response back. Obviously.. in coma. We tried a one last attempt to wake him up before the doctor switch him into the ICU unit. NO RESPONSE..
We went back to ah ma's place. I guess she knew it, when ah xiong shu shu rush out of the house after the call, and zhen kept receiving tons of calls. She slowly select a few photos she want to use for his funeral. Of course.. at that point, she is merely guessing it. Until we reached, and officially start looking at the photos and eventually told her the truth. She seems to be able to take it.. she's strong.. but often.. the strongest.. is the weakest too..
They are in the hospital now. Daddy, lin and me came back home.. Anyway, Daddy has receive the call and rush to the hospital again just now. He said ah gong might not be able to last thr tonight. We'll pray.... God.. Please bless my ah gong..
I wish he can survive tonight and wake up... Or please let him go peacefully...
A thousand words, A thousand thoughts.. A single Goodbye... Ah gong..
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