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Wednesday, September 28, 2005
Ever since we found out about my dad's condition, everything seems to change.. I remember we used to go out for dinner for no special reason. Just a dinner gathering, to pamper ourselves. We planned somewhere nice for the evening, meet out as one family and chat happily over the dinner. After that, a long a relaxing window shopping trip.
That's something I haven't had for years. Of course we do have dinners together, but it's only during special ocassion like new year, birthday etc. But the chemistry just aren't there. We are just eating and celebrating for the sake of doing it as our family tradition, instead of enjoying our time together.
For years, it's been this way. My dad's been depressing since knowing his condition, my mom's busy with her work, not a workaholic but she aren't resting much too. While the rest of us, continue with our life as it is.. just that our parent are missing from the chain of fun we still have. Cos they are never there..
Yesterday, for the first time after so many years, my dad decided to organise a dinner trip with the whole family. A dinner trip out of the house, not for any special ocassion, just dinner gathering and it's OUT of the house. Yap, we never had dinner together outside nowadays unless we are force to eat outside.
So, anxiously.. I met my siblings out at HM ytd, waiting for my parents to arrive. My dad went over to fetch my mom from work after he went for his usual medical checkup, they drop by my granny's house and bought her dinner.
When my parents arrived, we went to shop for a new TV. My dad mention that he has won a lottery, and it's just nice to buy a tv since it's been months since our tv's spoilt. Great news! A budgeted TV, but it's a great feeling to shop ard for something together as one family.
We went to the hawker centre nearby, to one of the stall that we used to visit years ago, and order some of our favourite dishes. It's been at least 6 or 7 years since we had dinner there.
After dinner, we went shopping for my sis's clothes for the interview today. Boring.. but still my parents waited for us. My sis bought a black pants. (I helped her to match with a black spag and pink floral casual shirt)
On the way back home, I asked my dad about his medical checkup today. And he announced about his next operation on oct 19. He requested for a delay till Feb or March next year, due to the medical cost. (I supppose part of it got to do with my mom's birthday on 22 oct, and he prefer it after the lunar new year)
Certainly depressing to hear about that, and should we know about that, we wouldn't have agree to purchasing that tv set, although the amount we saved from that, wouldn't help much.. -.- Now.. where fdo i get the money? It's not a big sum to begin with.. but.. we have already used up our saving since his last operation. Just when we are starting to get our life back to normal, and when my dad found a job he can do with his current health..
Well, aren't that life.. Nevertheless, we went back home and sat ard in the room, chit chatting over old things.. playing with my mom's music box which is given to her on her wedding day. And all the music box, the one my dad bought for her, those we bought gradually.. Chatting over silly things that had happen eariler on. For a moment, we are all back together again. Just like the past.
I wish.. when i get back home today. Everything will be the same.. We shall save up for this coming operation. Hopefully..
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